The secret

心田

这里无形中成了我的秘密花园........

无奈

或许人长大后，剩下的只有一种表情.....

The road not taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost

It is more than "love happen"

Sometimes, we may be inspired when we read a book, watch a movie....or either...

What had inspired me in today is a movie called "love happen", It was a romance movie. However, this is not a main point. I think this movie is show some encouragement and inspiration to our life.

Burke is a famous writer and speaker, he try very hard to convince and motivate people to look forward in their life, but he was failer aw well.Finally, he get through and become "A okay"....like he use to ask people: how are you feeling today? A-OKAY!

"It's a same,We haven't go anywherewe.We just looking at things from a new perseptive,inside of each of you, there are sirens, honking horn and gridlock... but there also this (a beautiful scene)..we just have to do the work and climbs the stair to find it...by burke

When we fave the problem, not feeling well or either in the worse situation, we should learn to look the things in different perspective...in the end we will find the solutions for everything...

About him

I read his blog today....

Now, i think i know him better...I guess so.....

I met this guy in the first semester during orientation week, everything is still fresh in my mind. That day, he was came to us and try to persuade us to join the breaking ice activity.... The first impression that he gave to me is sporty, optimist, happy go lucky person, but i think i was wrong. We shouldn't judge people base on their apperance. The judgment maybe wrong... After i read his blog, i founf out he is so"blue" and kind of passive.Even he claimed that he try to make his life happy, try to think his dad is love him but just in the different way...

Don't know why, I feel like he is lack of the family love and care. This is what on my mind now, when i was blogging....I really feel sad about him, he should be care and love more in his life:).Everyone is deserved to be love and care, but no being forsaken....

RIP~

mission IMPOSSILE

1. Pratice and learn the new vocabulary everyday.

2. Read more article and learn the new things all the time.

3. Question when i was not understand, always learn from mistake.

4. Must do revision everyday after the class. *promise

5. No more supper, no more extra foods in my life.

6. I need lose weight, to become 48kg.

7. Learn guitar.

借口

很多时候我都在为自己找借口，

告诉自己和别人我就是这样的。

这一切都是借口，

因为我害怕改变。

For sharing

~Motivation gets you going but habit gets you there

- Zig Zaglar

~"The big secret in life is that there is no big secret. Whatever your goal you can get there if you're willing to work."
-Oprah Winfrey

~What is not started today is never finished tomorow
-Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

~"You see, in life lots of people know what to do, but few people actually do what they know. Knowing is not enough you must take action"
-Anthony robbin

~"The best way to get started is to stop talking and begin to doing"
- Walt disney

~''Do something everyday that you don't want to do, this is the golden rule for acquiring the habit of doing your duty without pain"
- Mark Twain

~"All our dream will be come true, if we have the courage to pursue them"
- Walt disney

~"I can accept failure--everyone fails at something. But i can't accept not trying"
- Michael Jordan

What we are

Sometimes is very hard for us to hide our feeling, we will laugh when we feel happy, we will cry when we are sad...that is what we are...no matter how hard we try to hide our feeling, it may not be success. It is because we all are human being, natural born to be.

I am feel a bit sad..........this is my feeling right now.....

Finally.....understand

Now, i was understand why people always said that we should think before we say it or do it...Sometimes, just a simple word may hurt the other people feeling. Why we want to make other people feel bad? They are so innocent.....

人心是善良的.....

今天我终于发现到，原来再坏的人也有良心发现的一天........

感到很欣慰:)

Practitioner life-part 2

It almost a months that being the practitioner, so far so good! A lot of the things that i had been learnt especially the skills of sofware and drawing. That is what that i am feel so great! Atleast i am doing something that related to my field in my future. Yeah! Besides of working almost all the time just stay at home because it really tired, need to have a rest and recharge the battery..
But when come to the weekends, will join my sis went to shopping.

Everyday i will spend sometimes to write my weekly report. So when come to the due date, it will be easy for me...I am still keep my principle done the job early before the due date. It never going to change. I hate last minute work, work under the stressfull, nervous situation...is going to kill me...

Still left 2 months, after that i will be back to my university life again...is grate is because i am going to meet all my friends again....No matter how hard for the next semester, i will try to think positively and do my best...hit my target~

2010 new year resolution

These is a few things that i have to achieve in this new year:
1. Increase my cgpa from second upper class to first class honour.
2. Increase my creativity, explore to more media.
3.Totally focus on my final year project.
4.Study more harder compare to previous semester.
5.Learn guitar.
6.Join some club and society activities.

I know that i had waste my time in these 3 weeks with doing nothing, now have to work harder and catch up...."I believe that successful people will spend their time wisely"

:)

Now was 1.44pm, don't feel like sleep...still watch drama and movie. This is how i am spend my time for today. I am woke up on 7.20am on this morning, work from 9am until 6.30pm and reach home around 7.10pm. After took a shower and had a dinner,start write the weeky report. Due to very tired, i had fall sleep. When i was wake up just realise that it was 10pm, after that continue write my report. When i plan to send it to my supervisor, that is a problem occur. I can't access to internet...fail to send out my first report...finally my report was sent a few minute ago..
Lucky:)

Practitioner life-part 1

As i am promise, i will try to be updated my blog frequently.I had been training at this company 1 weeks. Recall back, when the first day i am enter to the company, 5 of us trainne just sat on the meeting room waiting for the supervisor that incharge for us. Actually,who is she? how she look like? i have no idea, because i just know about her name. That day she was late, when she came direct assign for us the paper which contains of company rules and regulations. She explain to us one by one, after that we sign for it. Interesting is one of the rules is no late for work, O.o...however she is the one who always late for work is ok because she is one of the bos of company.haha this is what she told us that she is different.

After that we had been assign to our own department and place , due to i have to bring my own laptop so that i was sit on the place that have no pc provided. Sad to said that, she is not allow everyone of us to have a internet access and no reading on newspaper.So, this is my life work from 9am to 6.30pm beside of lunch hour from 1pm to 2pm i was keep on and non stop looking on my laptop doing my job. Sometimes, it really make my eyes @_@pain. The jobs is easy but a lot......it really take time to finish it. I hope that she can understand.

But, i am consider quiet lucky among my friends atleast i am doing something that related to my course. My friends job is calling customers for whole day, can be seen that they are a bit upset with doing nothing related to what we study. Another, he just play msn and facebook whole day during office hours, nothing to do. He feel so bad with it, some of my friends they just work like a cheap labour...pity of them

ok..will be updated soon~

Melody

Now i was listen to yiruma "maybe" at the moment blogging. Yiruma is the pianist that i like the most. The first time that i know about him is from the song "kiss the rain" through youtube. The melody is amazing~

Another pianist that i am admire is Kelvin Kern, he was blind but it never block him to play a great song for us. Remember the first song that i heard from him is "sundial dreams", that moment i was at CD-Rama

........when listen to those songs, it make me feel peace and relax..........

New challenge

Tomorrow will be the first day for my industry training, the new challenge is coming soon..wow! wow! excited...I had been get ready to the challenge. Hopefully what i am learnt can be apply for the real working environment. Bt a lot of my friends had told me before, what we study won't be totally apply in our work. What we can apply it maybe just a 10%..O.O

What will be happen to tomorrow as a new practitioner? don't know! have no idea...but i will try to do my best, put the 100% effort and learn as much as i can. I don't mind to work more, as long as can learn from it :)

I believe that every successful people, they will do their best , grab every opportunity they have and make the challenge as the path towards success.

我很好.....

我真的累了.......

如果可以请允许我放肆的号啕大哭........

哭过了之后我会再次的爬起来，

重新面对我生命中的挑战。

或许

有人或许会取笑哑巴，聋哑，甚至失明的人士笑他们什么都看不见，听不见，说不着。
我到认为取笑他们的人才是笨蛋，
很多时候看不见，听不见，说不着更好，
因为他们至少不用看到世界丑陋的一面。
或许这样的她们会快乐一些.......